Alrighty guys, so. I was just going back through my other, older posts. And I realized, I sounded like an insane person (who also can't proof-read her stuff), and I also noticed just HOW MUCH I've changed. Reading all those posts were like reading someone else's stuff, that's just how much I've changed in my personality, and whatever. It's amazing how quick a person can change. It's amazing how quick I've changed.
But more to the point,
I was reading posts from last semester, aaaaand, I didn't like what I saw. I can't even remember writing those depressing, angry, and just unhappy posts. Like, the one where I was giving "advice" to teens who have not went to college yet. And, sorry to say, but that semester really did suck, but I was wrong to say all of that...
This semester was much better than my last, tough, but much better. Even *I* am still learning. You do need friends. Last semester, the people I was surrounded with, wasn't pretty. I really did hate everything, and everyone with it. BUT, I'm here to say that I switched campuses this semi and I'm glad I did... Because I don't hate everything as much!
Also, I'm here to say that, while you DO need to work hard and be polite in class, you also need to be relaxed and have fun... This semi, I did just that, and I loved my teachers, I even gave them HUGS before I left after my finals. They were glad that I did too, I let them know that they are pretty damn awesome teachers and I didn't hate their guts :)
I also lightened up and made friends with the students, I didn't hide in a corner and LITERALLY *hiss* at people who passed by ((people last semi mostly deserved it though.....long story))...
Yeah, I did get the occasional creeper, or retard who "needed my number so we can study because I'm smart and should tutor him, but then used that as an excuse to just get my number and really didn't care about his failing grade". But, whatever. I'm sure he failed Bio *101* (Yes, 101... How stupid is that? Didn't know you can even fail something that easy)
ANYWAYS
So, yeah... I was wrong. Have fun while you're in school/college, or you'll go crazy. Kinda like I did.....
AND TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY FOR THIS SEMESTER!! Wish me luck on my final!
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Sunday, May 5, 2013
Saturday, May 4, 2013
*clears throat* Umm, it's blogging time?
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*bursts into tears*
I'm SO sorry for leaving you all!! I'm sorry, I swear!! Don't hate me!! I was busy!!! (kinda) Really, really busy with college!! (I actually had time) SO much work and grades!! (I just needed to stop wasting time) All the tests!! *sobs* (I could've wrote A LOT really) ...But I'm sorry... I'm back now, I swear! (Don't trust my lies) I'll write more often, I really will! I'm on summer break now!! (I sit on a throne of lies...)
*sniffles* Take me back, guys?? (Don't do it. I'll desert you all again next semester. I can see it now)
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Hey everyone, I'm so sorry for leaving you all. I HAVE been busy with college and the sophisticated life of, umm, sophistication... But as it seems that I only have Monday left for my English final, I shall be'th free'th!!
Thus doth mean'th ye stuck with me'th! (Yeah... Never again, doing that)
Yup, well.
Update, I guess?
Umm, well.. I'm seventeen now.
I have my license.
I have a dance recital in June, and the song is Wide Awake- Katy Perry. Stupid song
I'm in college if you didn't get the memo...
I took Bio/Lab 101, Eng 112, Yoga, Psy 202, Mth 152 (If anyone wants to know)
And I seriously can't think of ANYTHING else to say... I'm lame.
Whatevs
I met some really interesting and weird people this semester, who I'm glad to call my friends :)
And I'm actually falling asleep writing this... oops
Maybe that's enough for now?
Yeah, I think so.
Okie dokie everyone!!!
Until next time!
Auf Wiedersehen!
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*bursts into tears*
I'm SO sorry for leaving you all!! I'm sorry, I swear!! Don't hate me!! I was busy!!! (kinda) Really, really busy with college!! (I actually had time) SO much work and grades!! (I just needed to stop wasting time) All the tests!! *sobs* (I could've wrote A LOT really) ...But I'm sorry... I'm back now, I swear! (Don't trust my lies) I'll write more often, I really will! I'm on summer break now!! (I sit on a throne of lies...)
*sniffles* Take me back, guys?? (Don't do it. I'll desert you all again next semester. I can see it now)
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Hey everyone, I'm so sorry for leaving you all. I HAVE been busy with college and the sophisticated life of, umm, sophistication... But as it seems that I only have Monday left for my English final, I shall be'th free'th!!
Thus doth mean'th ye stuck with me'th! (Yeah... Never again, doing that)
Yup, well.
Update, I guess?
Umm, well.. I'm seventeen now.
I have my license.
I have a dance recital in June, and the song is Wide Awake- Katy Perry. Stupid song
I'm in college if you didn't get the memo...
I took Bio/Lab 101, Eng 112, Yoga, Psy 202, Mth 152 (If anyone wants to know)
And I seriously can't think of ANYTHING else to say... I'm lame.
Whatevs
I met some really interesting and weird people this semester, who I'm glad to call my friends :)
And I'm actually falling asleep writing this... oops
Maybe that's enough for now?
Yeah, I think so.
Okie dokie everyone!!!
Until next time!
Auf Wiedersehen!
Sunday, September 30, 2012
What am I becoming?
....Its f*cking blogging time....
Yanno? I think I'm becoming a very sour person. I used to be friendly, helpful, sweet, things that people do to me that piss me off I let them slide.
Now? I snap at everyone easily (even strangers in my classes), I give them sarcastic answers, and sometimes make them feel stupid....
The more I see the world and people, the way people act, the more I hate everything and everyone.
One guy came to me today while I was waiting for math class and said that "I was going to be his math tutor" because " I am very smart and I'm going to pass this class with an amazing A+"
And me, without looking at his face said, "I passed my last class with an A also..."
Like, what the hell was that?! What is wrong with me? My mom taught me to treat people with respect, even if they piss you off. This guy did nothing to me, and yet I gave him an answer like THAT...
Look at what the world is doing to me... I fucking hate people and the way they act so much that I gave an innocent person an attitude and prissy answer.
At sixteen I'm already tired of people, at sixteen I'm already becoming really mean, sour, and prissy. And there's nothing I can do to stop this... What am I going to be later on in life?
^This was supposed to be posted FOUR days ago^
Yanno? I think I'm becoming a very sour person. I used to be friendly, helpful, sweet, things that people do to me that piss me off I let them slide.
Now? I snap at everyone easily (even strangers in my classes), I give them sarcastic answers, and sometimes make them feel stupid....
The more I see the world and people, the way people act, the more I hate everything and everyone.
One guy came to me today while I was waiting for math class and said that "I was going to be his math tutor" because " I am very smart and I'm going to pass this class with an amazing A+"
And me, without looking at his face said, "I passed my last class with an A also..."
Like, what the hell was that?! What is wrong with me? My mom taught me to treat people with respect, even if they piss you off. This guy did nothing to me, and yet I gave him an answer like THAT...
Look at what the world is doing to me... I fucking hate people and the way they act so much that I gave an innocent person an attitude and prissy answer.
At sixteen I'm already tired of people, at sixteen I'm already becoming really mean, sour, and prissy. And there's nothing I can do to stop this... What am I going to be later on in life?
^This was supposed to be posted FOUR days ago^
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Wow...
Well, hello all!
It has really been a LONG time since I wrote on here. Been kinda busy...
Well... I was either really busy, or really lazy. When I wasn't busy, I just didn't really feel like writing something here... (Rude of me, I know sorry...)
I am now in college... Yup... People suck there.
And I feel really busy. But my mom says I'm just not organizing my time...
I can't really organize my time... I just need to organize my thoughts, and work effort, and I don't know........
For all you little youngings and people who aren't in college yet, some advise....
One...When you are in class pay attention to the teacher. Don't talk, or act stupid.... Actually LISTEN to the teacher. You are there to learn. If you don't want to do that, get out of the fucking class and stop pissing people off around you.... You'll do everyone a favor.......
Two... Although school supplies might be kinda expensive, you need them... It'll make you feel good and stylish. It will motivate and help organize you. When you are in the store and you see that binder that is pricey yet colorful and you want it but you can just get that plain white sad binder for a dollar.... You buy that pricey shit. Those colorful useless medium point 0.8mm smooth gel ink pens, that might not be used as much as that pen you stole from the receptionist? You buy that not as useful shit.... That shit will make you happy down the semester.
Three... Just, don't talk to anyone. They are either one of the following:
Stupid
An addicted druggie
The druggie's drug dealer
Incompetent
Stalker
Arrogant
Ignorant
Have NO clue what they are doing in college
Plain ass annoying, because they are stupid...
God only knows what else..... just...You don't need friends anyways... Friends don't make you successful. You are there to learn, if not, get out.
Four... Get ahead in ANY work you can... Extra credit and you already have an A? You get that extra credit... You got your work done for today, and you think you can get next week's work done? You GET IT DONE........ I don't care if your friends are going to Busch Gardens or a party, you keep your ass home, and study... Again, you don't need friends anyways.
Hmm, well that's all the advise I can think of so far....
Remember kids: Stay in school, get good grades, don't talk to strangers, don't do drugs, and mostly you don't need friends, just your textbooks.
I'm going to study...
It has really been a LONG time since I wrote on here. Been kinda busy...
Well... I was either really busy, or really lazy. When I wasn't busy, I just didn't really feel like writing something here... (Rude of me, I know sorry...)
I am now in college... Yup... People suck there.
And I feel really busy. But my mom says I'm just not organizing my time...
I can't really organize my time... I just need to organize my thoughts, and work effort, and I don't know........
For all you little youngings and people who aren't in college yet, some advise....
One...When you are in class pay attention to the teacher. Don't talk, or act stupid.... Actually LISTEN to the teacher. You are there to learn. If you don't want to do that, get out of the fucking class and stop pissing people off around you.... You'll do everyone a favor.......
Two... Although school supplies might be kinda expensive, you need them... It'll make you feel good and stylish. It will motivate and help organize you. When you are in the store and you see that binder that is pricey yet colorful and you want it but you can just get that plain white sad binder for a dollar.... You buy that pricey shit. Those colorful useless medium point 0.8mm smooth gel ink pens, that might not be used as much as that pen you stole from the receptionist? You buy that not as useful shit.... That shit will make you happy down the semester.
Three... Just, don't talk to anyone. They are either one of the following:
Stupid
An addicted druggie
The druggie's drug dealer
Incompetent
Stalker
Arrogant
Ignorant
Have NO clue what they are doing in college
Plain ass annoying, because they are stupid...
God only knows what else..... just...You don't need friends anyways... Friends don't make you successful. You are there to learn, if not, get out.
Four... Get ahead in ANY work you can... Extra credit and you already have an A? You get that extra credit... You got your work done for today, and you think you can get next week's work done? You GET IT DONE........ I don't care if your friends are going to Busch Gardens or a party, you keep your ass home, and study... Again, you don't need friends anyways.
Hmm, well that's all the advise I can think of so far....
Remember kids: Stay in school, get good grades, don't talk to strangers, don't do drugs, and mostly you don't need friends, just your textbooks.
I'm going to study...
Friday, June 8, 2012
Just an overview of last month
It's been a month since I last wrote... I don't know wither it went by fast, or rather slow... Oddly, it feels like both though.Don't ask me how, it just does.
Summer has not yet started for me. Getting things going for college so I don't have to worry about it later. Once that whole headache is over, my summer vacation starts.
Of course all that would have been easier and faster if people are more helpful, just a tad bit nicer, and actually PAY ATTINION to their d*mn job and not screw everything up for me and expect me to fix it with a happy smile on my face!!
But that's just hopful wishing right there.
I have finished my Driver's Ed. and I am now just waiting to get my license...
Umm. I returned the clothes I bought, and got a different kind of style this time. I like these better.
My Best Friend and I played in the rain for the first time in our lifes... (Yes. We're 16 and never done that before)
Went to Busch Gardens a few times.
Okay, I KNOW this month was more productive.... I just can't think of anything right now.... :P
Summer has not yet started for me. Getting things going for college so I don't have to worry about it later. Once that whole headache is over, my summer vacation starts.
Of course all that would have been easier and faster if people are more helpful, just a tad bit nicer, and actually PAY ATTINION to their d*mn job and not screw everything up for me and expect me to fix it with a happy smile on my face!!
But that's just hopful wishing right there.
I have finished my Driver's Ed. and I am now just waiting to get my license...
Umm. I returned the clothes I bought, and got a different kind of style this time. I like these better.
My Best Friend and I played in the rain for the first time in our lifes... (Yes. We're 16 and never done that before)
Went to Busch Gardens a few times.
Okay, I KNOW this month was more productive.... I just can't think of anything right now.... :P
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Sick...
Hi everyone... It's blogging ti-! *cough* ... time.
Just a quick heads up to everyone, this post might be filled with absolute non-sense, random, weirdness, because I'm really sick, so..so I'm probably not thinking straight.
This has got to be the worst sickness I've had in years. I don't usually get sick, but just outta frickin' NO-where (a few days ago), I get this high fever, aches and pains, sore throat, coughs, headaches, uncomfortableness, and can't sleep...
Now, I have a sinus headache and runny nose to just make things worse. There's like, Kleenex EVERYWHERE.
OH, and I wake up this morning to find that I can't taste ANYTHING... Even my coffee:(
What's the point of food if you can't taste it!?! I'm friggin' pissed.
AND, while I write this, my ears are slowly getting plugged.........yay....
..Whatever....
Okay, if I don't get to post something else by Sunday, I just wanted to say...
Happy Mother's Day, to all the moms out there!!
And especially to my mom;
I love you so much!! Thank you for EVEYTHING you do, you really are amazing. Even when I piss you off, or you piss me off and I just want to smack you (I'm sure you want to do the same XD) I love you SO, so much... The whole world knows that I love you so much. Thank you for being my;
Teacher
Chef
Chauffeur
Maid
Babysitter
Role model
Psychiatrist
Nurse
Friend
Mom
I love you
(Less than three) <3
Just a quick heads up to everyone, this post might be filled with absolute non-sense, random, weirdness, because I'm really sick, so..so I'm probably not thinking straight.
This has got to be the worst sickness I've had in years. I don't usually get sick, but just outta frickin' NO-where (a few days ago), I get this high fever, aches and pains, sore throat, coughs, headaches, uncomfortableness, and can't sleep...
Now, I have a sinus headache and runny nose to just make things worse. There's like, Kleenex EVERYWHERE.
OH, and I wake up this morning to find that I can't taste ANYTHING... Even my coffee:(
What's the point of food if you can't taste it!?! I'm friggin' pissed.
AND, while I write this, my ears are slowly getting plugged.........yay....
..Whatever....
Okay, if I don't get to post something else by Sunday, I just wanted to say...
Happy Mother's Day, to all the moms out there!!
And especially to my mom;
I love you so much!! Thank you for EVEYTHING you do, you really are amazing. Even when I piss you off, or you piss me off and I just want to smack you (I'm sure you want to do the same XD) I love you SO, so much... The whole world knows that I love you so much. Thank you for being my;
Teacher
Chef
Chauffeur
Maid
Babysitter
Role model
Psychiatrist
Nurse
Friend
Mom
I love you
(Less than three) <3
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Our messed stories, our messed up kids...
So here's something that
I've noticed, that’s very, odd… The stuff we read and sing to children…. Yeah,
it’s messed up. Have you
ever actually listened to that stuff? The nursery rhymes and
stories? I mean
like, we wonder why the kids are so damn wild and violent. Here's some examples, see if you know what I mean...
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This one doesn’t even make sense to me…
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Well this kid was
CLEARLY raised wrong. He steals then kills and everyone is happy, yup, definitely f*cked up.
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".....Grandma got ranover by a reindeer..."
Poor Grandma, she'll be missed... Anyone else have any words to say?? *sobs*
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So, do you see my point? I mean like, what in the hell are we thinking?? And these are just a FEW, these were the ones that were just on the top of my head... Do you know just HOW many more are out there??
And don't get me started on the Disney movies, and our current cartoons that children watch...
Can you guys name anymore? 'Cause I sure as hell do....
Nursery
rhymes, songs, stories:
“…He
bumped his head and went to “bed” and *never* woke up in the morning…”
....The old guy
just friggin' died...
“…Rub-a-dub-dub,*
three men* in a *tub*…”
What the
in f*ck…?
“Fee! Fie!
Foe! Fum! I smell the blood of an Englishman. Be he 'live, or be he dead,I'll
grind his bones to make my bread.”
Umm, ew…
F*cking disgusting cannibalistic weirdo.
“Georgie
Porgie, puddin' and pie,Kissed the girls and made them cry. When the boys came
out to play,Georgie Porgie ran away.”
What the
Hell? Bloody pervert…
“Rock-a-bye baby,
on the treetops,When the wind blows, the cradle will rock,When the bough
breaks, the cradle will fall,And down will come baby, cradle and all."
You're singing to the baby, about a baby going to sleep, and falling to its death.
“Three little
monkeys jumping on the bed, one fell off and bumped his head…”
This one doesn’t even make sense to me…
“Jack and the
Beanstalk….A kid trades a cow for magic beans, they grow into a huge ass plant
climbing into the sky at the door of the giant’s castle. The kid climbs it, goes
into the giant’s home, steals all his stuff. The giant wants his stuff back but
the kid kills him… The kid's mother and the town cheer him on and are SO proud of him”
Tell me again, why are we telling kids these stoires, as if they are good?
“He sees you when you're
sleeping and he knows when you're
awake”
That’s creepy, f*cking stalker that’s all Santa is…
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".....Grandma got ranover by a reindeer..."
Poor Grandma, she'll be missed... Anyone else have any words to say?? *sobs*
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So, do you see my point? I mean like, what in the hell are we thinking?? And these are just a FEW, these were the ones that were just on the top of my head... Do you know just HOW many more are out there??
And don't get me started on the Disney movies, and our current cartoons that children watch...
Can you guys name anymore? 'Cause I sure as hell do....
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