....Its f*cking blogging time....
Yanno? I think I'm becoming a very sour person. I used to be friendly, helpful, sweet, things that people do to me that piss me off I let them slide.
Now? I snap at everyone easily (even strangers in my classes), I give them sarcastic answers, and sometimes make them feel stupid....
The more I see the world and people, the way people act, the more I hate everything and everyone.
One guy came to me today while I was waiting for math class and said that "I was going to be his math tutor" because " I am very smart and I'm going to pass this class with an amazing A+"
And me, without looking at his face said, "I passed my last class with an A also..."
Like, what the hell was that?! What is wrong with me? My mom taught me to treat people with respect, even if they piss you off. This guy did nothing to me, and yet I gave him an answer like THAT...
Look at what the world is doing to me... I fucking hate people and the way they act so much that I gave an innocent person an attitude and prissy answer.
At sixteen I'm already tired of people, at sixteen I'm already becoming really mean, sour, and prissy. And there's nothing I can do to stop this... What am I going to be later on in life?
^This was supposed to be posted FOUR days ago^
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