What am I becoming?

....Its f*cking blogging time....
Yanno? I think I'm becoming a very sour person. I used to be friendly, helpful, sweet, things that people do to me that piss me off I let them slide.
Now? I snap at everyone easily (even strangers in my classes), I give them sarcastic answers, and sometimes make them feel stupid....
The more I see the world and people, the way people act, the more I hate everything and everyone.

One guy came to me today while I was waiting for math class and said that "I was going to be his math tutor" because " I am very smart and I'm going to pass this class with an amazing A+"
And me, without looking at his face said, "I passed my last class with an A also..."

Like, what the hell was that?! What is wrong with me? My mom taught me to treat people with respect, even if they piss you off. This guy did nothing to me, and yet I gave him an answer like THAT...

Look at what the world is doing to me... I fucking hate people and the way they act so much that I gave an innocent person an attitude and prissy answer.
At sixteen I'm already tired of people, at sixteen I'm already becoming really mean, sour, and prissy. And there's nothing I can do to stop this... What am I going to be later on in life?


^This was supposed to be posted FOUR days ago^

Wow...

Well, hello all!
It has really been a LONG time since I wrote on here. Been kinda busy...
Well... I was either really busy, or really lazy. When I wasn't busy, I just didn't really feel like writing something here... (Rude of me, I know sorry...)
I am now in college... Yup... People suck there.
And I feel really busy. But my mom says I'm just not organizing my time...
I can't really organize my time... I just need to organize my thoughts, and work effort, and I don't know........


For all you little youngings and people who aren't in college yet, some advise....

One...When you are in class pay attention to the teacher. Don't talk, or act stupid.... Actually LISTEN to the teacher. You are there to learn. If you don't want to do that, get out of the fucking class and stop pissing people off around you.... You'll do everyone a favor.......


Two... Although school supplies might be kinda expensive, you need them... It'll make you feel good and stylish. It will motivate and help organize you. When you are in the store and you see that binder that is pricey yet colorful and you want it but you can just get that plain white sad binder for a dollar.... You buy that pricey shit. Those colorful useless medium point 0.8mm smooth gel ink pens, that might not be used as much as that pen you stole from the receptionist? You buy that not as useful shit.... That shit will make you happy down the semester.


Three... Just, don't talk to anyone. They are either one of the following:
Stupid
An addicted druggie
The druggie's drug dealer
Incompetent
Stalker
Arrogant
Ignorant
Have NO clue what they are doing in college
Plain ass annoying, because they are stupid...
God only knows what else..... just...You don't need friends anyways... Friends don't make you successful. You are there to learn, if not, get out.


Four... Get ahead in ANY work you can... Extra credit and you already have an A? You get that extra credit... You got your work done for today, and you think you can get next week's work done? You GET IT DONE........ I don't care if your friends are going to Busch Gardens or a party, you keep your ass home, and study... Again, you don't need friends anyways.


Hmm, well that's all the advise I can think of so far....
Remember kids: Stay in school, get good grades, don't talk to strangers, don't do drugs, and mostly you don't need friends, just your textbooks.

I'm going to study...